Insecurities galore.

JG; the last good thing that I wrote about you privately was 238 days ago. I held on for a long time.

My biggest flaw, the flaw that could destroy me someday, is the way that I hold on. I never give up. I stay and I try to work things out. I want to fix things instead of breaking up, I want to repair damage instead of looking for someone new. And without fail, I have always met people who have realized this about me and taken advantage of it. And so this trait of mine, this ability to commit of which I was always so very proud, becomes a setback in my own happiness because I continue to try to work things out when it has gone too far.

I hope you're like me. This part of the relationship is the easy part. I hope, when things get more serious and we have that first fight and we start thinking further in the future, you're just as much of a fighter as I am. I hope you hold on tightly too, because it would be a perfect example of taking a weakness and turning it into a strength.

You're the kind of person I could eventually care about more than I ever have for anyone, and you make me adore you more every day. I really hope I am the same for you.