Vitality

Truthfully, I have never felt like a person that anyone should enjoy. I am loud, far too loud, and I am selfish. I am absent-minded and I talk about myself more than I should. I am unattractive in mind and body. I feel inadequate in most areas of my life, and I do nothing but validate that insecurity with my own laziness.

And yet, when I am with you, I feel like the person I wish that I could be. I could spend days finding holes in this relationship, picking apart every reason why you should not want me in any manner, but to ruin anything so wonderful would be inexcusable. I hope that you stay for a very long time because, although I have never experienced love, and although I am far from it, I would like to learn to love you someday.

You're just lovely in every way.