Friday, June 7, 2013

Babblin' on.

1. You were a cloudy, thunderous morning, but I was always wishing for rain.

2. Your spend so much of your time trying to create a certain impression of you that you forget you don't need to convince me. I already know who you truly are, and it's not who you become when others are around.


3. You are so caught up in what you think is best for me that I think you have long forgotten to take a moment and ask me what I want.

4. Your selfishness is going to be the reason everyone forgets about you in the fall.

5. I am nothing if not loyal. I am nothing if not with you. It genuinely scares me how much I need you. You are entirely unprecedented.

6. I could make myself physically sick if I ever let myself think about all the things that you will not live long enough to see.

7. I hate the way that you treat your daughter. You chose to be a parent with your carelessness, and she deserves more than you're giving her right now. You're still just as selfish, immature, and reckless as the person I met years ago. (Also, the occasional Facebook picture with your child does not count as parenting.)

8. I worry that your habits will indirectly but inevitably keep me in this entirely unpromising town for the rest of my life against my wishes.

9. It still bothers me sometimes how we ended because I hate myself for being so insecure that I put myself in a destructive situation instead of building up the confidence to remain by myself.

10. I am incredibly lucky to work with someone like you. Your constant positivity and [slightly-more-than] occasional ditziness is always a bright point in my day. I wish I knew how to tell you how good of a friend you've been to me.

11. I have a dermatologist appointment in the morning and I'm scared it won't help me get rid of my acne. My attitude toward it has come to impede personal growth.

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