Everything about who I am has changed drastically over the past few weeks.
1. I don't live at my house anymore.
2. I now spend nights with Isaias.
3. I'm responsible for myself most of the day.
4. I am on anti-anxiety medication.
5. I'm in school again.
They're really little statements, but it's hard to believe that my entire life has turned inside out since three weeks ago.
My anxiety medication is working wonders on my hypochondria, but it isn't helping at all with how much I worry about other things. Maybe that is because it can't fix the deep-rooted insecurities I hold that I will drift apart from my friends or that Isaias will leave me.
It's just a little too much to deal with right now. Time to retreat.
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