My mom and I are in a big fight right now because of how late I slept today. I know I could have set an alarm and woken up earlier, I guess, but I didn't mean to sleep as late as I did.

And I guess that's not an excuse but she doesn't realize that I didn't mean to sleep as late as I did because I didn't mean to stay up as late as I did. I wanted to go to bed hours before I actually fell asleep. We all know why I stay up late here.

And I know, if I don't tell you, then it's not going to mean anything to you. You're just going to think I'm lazy. And maybe I am.

But I've also just got a lot more going on than you realize. I just can't tell you how bad it's gotten. I just can't.