This has been one of the hardest weekends I've ever had. I'm tired of my life, and I wish I were alone so that I could cry.

I just wanted to enjoy my weekend. That's all I wanted to do. Was it too much to ask for 48 hours of peace? 

Apparently so. I hate myself. I was having so much fun and now I'm in a living room trying to make myself breathe easily. 

Please. God, Allah, anyone... just make it stop.